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Saturday, September 26, 2009

JC gathering after many many years....

26 Sept 2009

It's been a long long time since we last met. Though only half the class turn up but guess everyone enjoyed themselves...

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

A letter to you....

It's been a long time since I last blogged... My life has been the same except for the daily complaints about work and health.. Daily complaints doesnt mean I am not happy. However, smthing big happened which really upset me alot tat I need to pen it down, need to write a letter to you....

Dear XXX,

I have been working from 9am to 6.30pm today, except for the headache that I had since 3pm and sme naughty kids, nothing major or unhappy happened until 630pm when I received your msg. You asked me about the gathering. I told you alot of details are not confirmed.. and dunno how we drifted the topic to the last month's misunderstanding... You kept saying that I am unhappy, I am upset but I am really NOT.

Yes, I have many 感触 about friendships recently. But you explained that pple are busy with their lives and work thus even if they dun make an effort to meet up, it doesnt mean that they dun care. Yes, I agreed to it but I am just telling you how I feel and I kept telling you tat the other time was a misunderstanding and I am not upset about it. And bcos of this misunderstanding, I guess you and I have a 刺 in each other's heart. I dun like this feeling, I dun like the way we are behaving now... But no matter how or wat I said today, it seems that you misinterpret my intentions. I told u I do not like to tok on msn cos you cant hear one's tone and see one's expression... Moreover, I am always not good in writing, not like you who always score in essays during sch days...

Well, I am not quarrelling with you but I do not know why and wat I have said to make you feel tat I am quarrelling with you jus now.... I nv and will not quarrel with you cos I always treat you as a sister, much closer than my real sister.... But the following words hurt me even more. You said I am always complaining about my work, health (through my msn status), always unhappy about things, perpentually pek chek... till you are scared to tok to me. I have been friends with you for 15 years and I am like this all the time... I am a person who complains when I am down, luff when I am happy, dun you know? How can you say that to me? I am really upset... What is wrong with complaining? It's a form of venting frustrations. I told you all girls complained. But you replied, "dont you think you complain too much?" Am I? 在你眼里，我是不是很烦？You said that I shouldnt complain about the things in life, I should appreciate the small things around me. Friend, you are always so busy. How do I have the time to tell you all the things(happy and unhappy ones) that happened to me when I only meet u once every 3 months? You said true close friends do not have to meet up all the time. But if we dun meet, how do we share our happiness and unhappiness?

You said I always brush off your advice about my health. What makes you say that? You nv ask if I have seen doc or do anything to improve my health.. do you know i have been going for check up, seeing specialist, taking chinese medi? have you asked me b4? I did not brush off your advice.. i am doing smthing to my health... DO YOU KNOW?

I am confused.. the more i write, the more confused and upset I am. I do not want our friendship to end up this way... I do not wan to drift away from you... I do not wan to feel akward when I meet up with you... but all these are impossible... the true is there's a 刺 in each other's heart, it's so difficult to remove it. To me, you have changed. To you, I have changed... I am worried, I am scared to lose you, my friend, my sister. But what can I do? I suggest to meet up with you only so that we can have a heart to heart tok but you said you do not know how to tok to me anymore. You do not have time, you are busy with work. Friend, I am really trying to save this friendship but I think I am really losing you...

On the other hand, I am glad that you have opened up, bcome more optimistic cos you can adviced me to appreciate the small things around me and ask me not to be pek chek all the time. It seems that you are not the pessismistic XXX anymore after being with him. I feel so happy for you. Remain like this, friend as it hurts me too when I see you depressed and troubled by your family matters.

I do not know how to resolve the problem or misunderstanding between us. I hope time will heal or bury everything. I wish you all the best. Just to let you know that I am upset the way we are now. I cherish you, thus will feel this way. I am in a dilemma too as I do not wish to let you see this letter, afraid that it will deepen the misunderstanding between us. Yet I also hope you can see this so that you know how much I feel for you. 老天爷，请帮帮我。

Wishing you all the best, friend. I jus wan to see you happy.

Regards,
Unhappy princess

*Unknown* watched the stars @ *10:43 PM*

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Wednesday 24th December 2008
Merry Xmas to all

It's gonna b the same xmas as last yr again...

no wher to go as everywher will b so crowded...
i really wish to have a hse so tat i can hold gathering/party every yr...

well, tat wish may nt cme true so soon.

anywher, jus to inform all of u.. I HAVE UPDATED MY WEDDING BLOG. *rem to scroll down*

*Unknown* watched the stars @ *2:10 PM* 2 wishes

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Wednesday 22nd October 2008
我期待奇迹出现

我心里有些不满，有些不平衡，所以一定要在此发泄。周围的朋友和同事，真对不起你们，要你们这几天一直听我埋怨。可是，我不说出来，随时会发疯的。所以，请你们多多包容。

我现在的心情就像以下的情境：

我是被“观音妈”关起来的动物。大家最近都说我即将被释放。
有一天，“观音妈”真地对我说：“你快要得到自由了！”
可是，不到半个小时，她却说：“对不起，我算错了。我可以取回你的自由吗？”（也就是，我不会得到自由！）
我听了，整个心就像从千尺的山顶上掉下来。我真得太失望了！

我真希望奇迹能出现，因为我不是“不能触碰的动物”，也不是“受保护的动物”。我没有特权，因为世界是不公平的。

只有人际关系好的、有领导能力的、会表现的“动物”才有特权！

*Unknown* watched the stars @ *9:48 PM* 1 wishes

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

The longest MC taken ever...
27th August 2008 Wednesday

I m on 3 days MC till tml.. Haha.. Nv had such long mc b4. But I m not sick. Jus tat I hurt my knee and the wound is taking too long to heal. Doc got no choice but to give me 3 days MC, to rest my leg at home, in other words, no covering of the wound and minimum walking. But sad to say, I have to go back tml cos ther's lots of things to settle b4 sch closes for Sep holidays. SOB...

The photos below mayb abit disgusting....

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Wedding details

I like to thank all the below who have contributed to and helped out in my wedding one way or the other. Thanx a million...

Gowns: Seletar Broadway Bridal shop

Make-up artist: Helen from Seletar Broadway

Banquet venue: Holiday Inn Park View

Wedding car with "just married" carplate: Beetle rented from Candy

Sisters' wrist corsages: De Flora Collection Blk 529 AMK

Brother's boutonnieresz: DIY (materials from Spotlight)

Guest book: Seletar Broadway

Writing pens: DIY (materials from Popular and Spotlight)

Ang Pao box: DIY (materials from Spotlight)

Wedding favors: Paper weight and coasters from Holiday Inn and DIY fridge magnets

Photgraphy, Videography and Animation: Coffee & Tea Dreamworks

(our pix are on their website http://www.dreamzcoffee.com/pg-index.html

Sisters (from L to R): Jane, Jacinta, Mandy, Kate, Florence and Shirley

Brothers (from L to R): Bingxin, Eng Teck, Navin, Wenhan, Zhisheng, Wensheng and Lik Chee

Banquet Emcees: Brandon and Jacinta

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

30 July 2008 Wednesday

Dilemma...... Suffocating....

Yes, it's been a long long time since I last updated my blog. Don't worry, it's still active. Just tat I have no time to arrange my thoughts and photos.

Well, you can say that my life should be quite different now, since it's already 1 month and 15 days after my marriage. Yes, indeed it's different yet no much different too. Life hasn't been tat good recently. I have been v busy with work and family (adjusting to certain things). I could feel tat I will go crazy soon with the lack of breathe to think.

In a dilemma too, lots of things bothering me and lots to consider too in regards to my life 10 yrs down the road.... I really want to slow down the pace of life now and ponder over these things but I cant.

I AM SUFFOCATING! I CANT BREATHE!

*Unknown* watched the stars @ *10:16 PM* 0 wishes

Sunday, April 13, 2008