20th April 2006 (Thursday)
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watched the stars @
*11:29 PM*
4 wishes
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watched the stars @
*10:21 PM*
6 wishes
Me, Shirley, Florence and Jane in her new hair style (I also wan to perm my hair. U think it will b nice?) My face is so huge... (haha...) I jus love our playful looks... Haha.. Dunno what to say.. Dun really like the yellow background... Love this! We looked like Princesses... haha... Wher's my pretty "daughter"? Haiz... She left early... Me and Kiki.. She's v cute.. Dunno why she kept whinning tat day... The one infront is Xiaobai, the one at the back is Ronnie and so the one walking away is Crystal... Jus love Ronnie. Ronnie can do many stunts leh.. Video it down but too bad cant show u...
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watched the stars @
*7:40 PM*
1 wishes
This is what we had for dinner yest... really have fufilling... Jus me and him... (happy though simple) My mini bday cake.. This is my only bday cake this yr, I guess...
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watched the stars @
*12:12 PM*
0 wishes
Who do I look like? Dad or mum? How abt sis? 25 MSU contestants at J8 with the host Was questioned by the host when asked to take photos with the gals... (felt so weird...) Dear, me and Andrea Teo ( Dear's fav contestant...) Dear with Ginnie Goh ( Dear's schmate, many pple's fav too...) Me, Yifei and my sis (dun you find Yifei's look so cool.. Jus like her hair..) Me and Jeannette, also my "junior" ( Haha.. No lah, she's also from NUS...)
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watched the stars @
*10:21 PM*
1 wishes
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG TO DESERVE SUCH TREATMENT? JUS LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
I shouldnt have time to write blog cos it's middle of the week and I shld b busy preparing sch work.. But i really cant take it. Need to vent it off, let it all out...
It's jus not my day today. 1st thing i reached sch, saw a note saying tat i have to relief a class frm 12-12.30. my timetable is so cramp today and i have to rush for oral exam and they still dun let me rest.. ok, fine. i cant say anythin abt tat. Then aft i reached my desk, damn it... I found tat the 2 soft toys on my table are gone. both are pressie frm my frends, one i brought it to sch for teaching purpose, the other one was frm my colleague for my bday... who the hell has the cheeks to steal teacher's things? I was lost and totally dunno wat to do... they are jus soft toys and i find it embarrassing to report to anyone but i m so frustrated tat there is theft in sch.. tell me wat shld i do? of cos they are not valuables, they are smthin i treasure too... U TELL ME WAT I SHLD DO? so I jus keep my mouth shut and continue with work.. teachers there are___________, who can i approach? whenever i tok abt this, i jus feel like crying and shouting and scolding.. theft in sch and i have no one to approach to!!!!
And when i was abt to calm myself down to do my work, smeone out there jus like to gossip and b____ around, saying funny, weird things... hey, come on, dun u have better things to do?! wat has it got to do with me? it's between u and him! jus leave me alone.. Ya, u have the right to say but I have the right to choose who i wan to b with, who i wan to make frends with! Wat are u so unhappy abt? And stop doing all these and stop affecting my mood and PRACTICUM! Jus another 12 more days and i will be out of this ___, ______, _____SCHOOL!
Well, I guess I better stop here if not i will say things that i dun wish to say and things u dun wish to hear... I shall jus "eat" everything myself. Hope the idiot who stole my things 良心发现 and put back my stuff.. Hope it's a better day tml for me too! Jus leave me alone for 12 days k!!!!
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Back to reality, Back to work....
It was really good holidays (long weekends) past few days... Really enjoyed myself to the fullest ever since practicum... Hurray! Left 3 more weeks and we, NIE trainees will b free...
Met up with Jane, Florence and Shirley on Friday. Really had lots of fun.. We had dim sum at crystal jade taka and then the most fun prog of the day was taking neoprints and many photos too... Though some of u out there will say "Hey, neoprints are for kids, man." but who cares, we jus love it... If Shirley did not have to go early, we would definitely spend tons of money on neoprints tat day... Hee... Watched "Ice Age2" wif dear aft they left. It was nice though I feel "Ice Age1" was better. Anyway, the most fun part tat day was taking neoprints. Haha... And go see Florence's blog, she has an interesting blog on "girlfriends" which I totally agree... Not only girlfriends, any other friends are also important in our lives... Tat's y I treasure friends so much.. Well, not everyone treasure frends... Haiz...
Yesterday also had fun. (See.. I told u, I finally enjoyed myself). Anyway, it was Ros' bday. Had dinner at her house. Well, bsides a bday party, it's also dogs gathering. There were 4 dogs at her house (Ronnie {her dog, my parents' fav}, Kiki, Crystal and Xiaobai). There are the most well behaved dogs I have seen. I jus love them all... Actually I m afraid of dogs in general but her dogs are jus so nice and cute... (You shall see them in my blog later.) Din really do much there, jus eat, catch up wif my ex-colleagues (Kate,Genie, Mandy and Tylda) and of cos played with the dogs...
Haiz... But it's back to reality tml. Back to work, back to naughty kids and tons of books to mark... Oh ya, toking abt sch, I must rem to bring thermometer... (Cant tell u why, ask me personally if u want. But dun worry, it's not SARS!) Haha... Ok, going to watch TV and really enjoy the last moments of holidays now... Cant wait for cming weekends too. Going to meet many frends too.. Will update again when i have time. Meanwhile, enjoy the photos...
Friday, April 14, 2006
Good Friday... (Hope it's really good...)
Jus celebrated a simple bday yest... Received 2 presents by now but many wishes from my friends.. Really surprised friends whom I have not really been in contact with actually rem my bday... I m so touched... Thank you, friends... Going to meet Jane, Florence and Shirley for hi-tea later so supposed to do work now but totally has no mood... Got this sleepy, moody and tired feeling.. Jus feel like lazing on bed.. Haiz...
As one gets older, bday are not that important anymore... No one has time and energy to plan a fantastically wonderful bday celebration. Jus spend it like any other normal days... Had a long long day in sch then a great dinner with dear at chijmes.. 1st time havind dinner there... Though it was a simple dinner, not tat bad either.. was so tired yest, had no mood to celebrate at all... Actually feel like clubbing but haiz...
Had this question in my mind since yest: Which frends are really real to you? Who are not? How do I know? Hmm... smthin sudden happened yest early morning in sch... smeone walked up to me and asked me to b careful of a person A. Hmm.. tat's really v weird.... I always find A very nice and A seems v sincere in being frends with me... Haiz... How would I know if a person (esp smeone u jus knew) has motive or not? Haiz... Why are pple in this world so not 单纯? Why are there so many pple who dun treat frends sincerely? I always treasure frends and treat everyone sincerely but now I start to worry that one day I mayb back stab by my frends, prob smeone I trust most.... Prob I shld have a 防人之心 (which I really dun wan to have)... Hmm.. Prob I think too much. Yest was my bday, mayb I shld jus dun think too much...
But I really cant help thinking again this: if a gal has a bf, will guys esp male frends jus shun away frm her? I always feel tat guys have such mentality.. Why is this so? Guys who make frends with gals always have a motive? I seriously dunno... Anyway, I shall not continue further as I know I wont have answers to all these queries in my head. Aftall, guys and gals think differently. Prob I m also too simple and naive (or stupid). Jus hope I have a nice day later and can show u nice nice photos... Meanwhile enjoy the photos I took yest... And I shall try to do sme work now if I will start to press panic button this sun... 
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Special Week...
It's been almost a month since I last updated my blog. To me, this week is a special week (though my dear said it's nonsense) as it's my bday on thurs and it's also Good Friday (which means only 4 working days this week)! I hope everything will be fine and happy for me these few days... Really want to have a happy and less stressed week... Been super stressed for the past few weeks...
For the past few weeks, been busy with lesson observations. super stress... My CT have super high hopes and expectations for me, they wan me to get distinction. Haiz... But to their disappointment, I rejected the offer as I din perform well during my last supervisor ob (din finish my lesson on time). But the fact is there are so many things needed to be taught. How to finish? It's partly not my fault mah.. Sup is not so particularly abt time management, but HOD is, so wat can I say? So I made the decision not to accept the offer, if not my CT also finds it hard to write the report. She even said if i eventually get a distinction but dun perform well when I bcme a permanent teacher, all the arrows would be shoot back to my CT. I dun wan to cause any trouble to anyone... I choose to pass my practicum peacefully then.. But I know I disappoint many of u by making this decision. Really what can I do? Starting to feel sad when I talk abt this... Better stop this here... Talk abt smthing happy, k?
Well, last sun was a super important day for my family and relatives. It was Miss Singapore Universe (MSU) Finals. Went to watch live, was busy taking pics, din really concentrate. Think must watch repeat this sat. Anyway, though my sis din get any prize, I think she did quite well. How many of you has the courage to do such a thing, to catwalk on stage in bikini, to answer so many qns and to be seen on TV by all the pple in S'pore? At least she has won in this part. Congrats, sis! And the most important thing is my mum got famous too and she was praised by so many of u that she look young and pretty. Haha... Like mother, like daughters mah...
Anyway, need to go sleep soon. Got to wake up at 6am tml. Wed and thurs are my longest days in sch. 7 hrs of break in between lessons. But nvmind, 3 more weeks to end of practicum... Cant wait for the day to come... really wan to see my NIE frends and my other frends.. Really have no social life for the past 1 month.... Meanwhile, enjoy the photos I took during MSU. Hope I will have an nice bday...
