20th April 2006 (Thursday)
Who's real? Who's not? I really dunno.. (I jus hope I can survive thru Practicum...)
Weird, irritating things happened again today... My mood has been v bad bcos of all these.. I jus hope tat person can stop her nonsense and let me pass my practicum days peacefully... I have been feeling so depressed and worried of all these nonsense that I think I am feeling sick... Guys whom I have complained to will only tell me, "Nvmind lah, Relax lah!" Saying is so easy, doing is not easy.. U r not the one tolerating all her nonsense... Imagine, if a person cme telling u different things everyday like for example today, " Hey, u wearing skirt today ah? Nice leh.. Must wear more often.. XXX likes girls who wear skirts!" Come on.. what crap is this? Really feel like scalding myself aft my 1st lesson so I can leave sch immediately.. Haiz...
I think many of u out there are sick and tired of all my complaints. me too.. so I jus hope i can switch off and tat person has a kind soul to jus let me go. In what ways have i offended her? I really dunno. She told me it's XXX who has offended her but it seems like she's torturing me more than XXX. Haiz... feeling like cursing and swearing again... Well, I shall not trust anyone so easily. But i m too soft-hearted and easily bullied by others I guess... Who is true? Who's not? I really dunno.. It's up to u, whether u have the heart to betray my trust or not! Friends who really care for me, pray hard that I can pass thru these 10 days peacefully and in one piece...
*Unknown*
watched the stars @
*11:29 PM*
4 wishes
