10th October 2006 Tuesday
Are you our family member?

Really got to pen this down. Have been pondering for v long abt this qn? Is she really part of us? share the same blood as us? live under the same family as us? our family member? my sister? Was quite pissed and irritated during dinner jus now. Really cant tolerate her nonsense... Only my parents can take it and allow such things to happen. I guess many of my friends have already listened to enough complains and disgusting stories abt her.

Anyway, this is wat happened: my parents bought dinner for us frm outside. She requested noodles but the stall wasnt open and I guess she was sleeping, that's y mum din call her again to ask wat she want. So mum bought her fried chicken wings rice instead of noodles. When she woke up, she saw tat it wasnt noodles and she flared up.

Her: I wan noodles. Why is it chicken wing rice?
Mum: the stall wasnt open so I bought this.
Her: I dun wan to eat. I hate chicken wing.

Me: (thinking: what is wrong with chicken wing? Will die is it?)

Mum: Ok, u eat mine and I will eat urs.
Her: DUN WAN! I dun wan to eat... YOU EAT BOTH LAH!
Mum: (remain cool) I give u some veg and pork lah.
Her: NO! DUN WAN!
Mum: (getting abit pissed) How can i eat both?
Her: DUN EAT LOR!
Mum: (I can feel tat she is feeling more pek chek but I feel worse. Jus feel like slapping her) Dun eat then waste food leh. And also waste my MONEY! Her: DUN WAN LAH!

Me: Heck care lah! Dun eat then dun eat lah. THROW AWAY LAH. (that time I really feel like punching her lor.)

So my mum heck care her and put the packet of rice on the computer table. She ignored and continued to use her laptop. I really feel like telling her off: Dun use the internet accesss if u dun wan to eat. I pay for the internet and since you think u so rich and waste food, then pay for urself lah. Earn so much but so selfish!!!! In the end, I din say all these cos I dun wan to pick up an arguement with her. I m jus pek chek that y can my parents remain so cool. Is it simply that they jus dun care or they jus pamper her too much? I really agreed to wat Brandon said today: shld jus chase her out of the house.

Oh ya, she is joining Miss XXXX pageant. Oh pls... it's all fake. One kind of behavior at hme, another 假惺惺 behavior outside. Yucks... so disgusted. Cant imagine I have such a sister. But nvmind, I nv regard her as a sis since dunno when. Friends of her out there might say tat she is an angel. But to many pple esp me and my brother, she is jus a devil in disguise.... Let u guys see her disgusting face...

The one is white, jus in front of me. Got a 欠打 face... Dun u think so?

The one in pink. Trying to act friendly to her fellow contestant... Big face and big smile. Yucks... I can imagine her saying those politically correct but fake ans during next pageant again...

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