Monday 18th December 2006
Shouldn't I feel excited?
我的心情就像现在的雨天一样，“蓝蓝的”，blue blue 的.... Rainy days make me feel glommy plus the fact tat I am feeling gloomy too... Double gloomy...
Eating scallop porridge now... Mum's porridge nv go wrong and it is always and all the time yummy... Couldnt really sleep.. Down with flu and bad bad cough.. Seen doc on sat and even asked him to give me the strongest medicine but I think it doesnt work.. Woke up at 330am cos of my bad bad cough and had to take another dose of cough medi in order to sleep. Woke up again at 8am cos of cough.. haiz... how to get well like tat? And I m going BANGKOK on wed...
So tat's y i dun feel excited at all... plus my stupid eyes are still giving me problems (dryness and eyelids inflection). You tell me how to feel happy and excited? I am feeling totally opposite of wat Kate is feeling now... Haiz...
I jus pray hard that i dun disturb sk and kate in the middle of the nights due to my cough and hope that sk can tahan my complaints of my dry eyes in BKK...
Wish me luck, folks! Been feeling quite down recently due to health problems... Hope can feel better aft coming back from BKK... Will post many pics too cos haven been posting any photos recently cos I CANT GO OUT...
Another sad thing... mediacorp jus called to ask me go 拍戏 tml but i cant... ther goes another chance.. sad...
*Unknown*
watched the stars @
*1:45 PM*
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